1 00:00:25,900 --> 00:00:26,900 Double jab. 2 00:00:27,700 --> 00:00:28,880 Double jab, right hand. 3 00:00:30,780 --> 00:00:31,940 Double jab, right hook. 4 00:00:33,240 --> 00:00:34,240 Left hook. 5 00:00:34,580 --> 00:00:35,580 Right hook. 6 00:00:36,120 --> 00:00:37,120 Left hook. 7 00:00:37,620 --> 00:00:38,620 Right hook. 8 00:00:39,940 --> 00:00:40,940 Jab. 9 00:00:42,060 --> 00:00:43,060 Time's up. 10 00:00:43,180 --> 00:00:46,220 Okay, well done. Relax. We'll see you next week. Well done. 11 00:00:55,100 --> 00:00:56,100 Knees bent. 12 00:00:58,820 --> 00:00:59,840 On your toes. 13 00:01:00,580 --> 00:01:01,559 Guard up. 14 00:01:01,560 --> 00:01:03,100 Come on. Head and body. 15 00:01:03,660 --> 00:01:04,920 Pick up those feet. 16 00:01:08,580 --> 00:01:09,580 That's it. 17 00:01:11,420 --> 00:01:12,960 Step up now. Come on. 18 00:01:13,420 --> 00:01:14,540 Not just singles. 19 00:01:15,360 --> 00:01:16,360 Double jab. 20 00:01:16,900 --> 00:01:17,900 That's it. Great. 21 00:02:06,900 --> 00:02:07,900 Okay, I don't know. 22 00:02:09,660 --> 00:02:12,420 So, um, I've got something to tell you. 23 00:02:13,980 --> 00:02:15,780 You don't want you hanging around with us anymore. 24 00:02:17,400 --> 00:02:19,700 Why? You just don't get it, do you? 25 00:02:21,560 --> 00:02:22,560 You're a freak. 26 00:02:23,120 --> 00:02:24,400 Looks like you're dumb or something. 27 00:02:26,180 --> 00:02:28,080 You wonder why you don't have any friends, then, Ma. 28 00:02:29,900 --> 00:02:31,640 You can't even say anything, can you? 29 00:02:33,760 --> 00:02:34,760 This is hilarious. 30 00:02:35,880 --> 00:02:36,880 I'm sorry. 31 00:02:39,200 --> 00:02:40,460 Gonna walk off now, are you? 32 00:02:44,920 --> 00:02:45,920 Go on, then. 33 00:02:49,180 --> 00:02:51,480 But if you are going, you might as well just give me back my pen. 34 00:02:53,300 --> 00:02:54,840 Have I got your pen? Yeah, you do. 35 00:02:55,680 --> 00:02:56,680 It's Jordan's pen. 36 00:02:59,440 --> 00:03:00,440 Oh, okay. 37 00:03:00,600 --> 00:03:01,600 There we go. 38 00:03:04,260 --> 00:03:05,260 Such a liar. 39 00:03:13,290 --> 00:03:14,290 She's so pathetic. 40 00:03:18,130 --> 00:03:24,670 Find a comfortable position in which you can breathe easily and close your eyes. 41 00:03:27,970 --> 00:03:33,050 This meditation is designed to help you find inner peace and calm. 42 00:03:36,610 --> 00:03:40,930 When we feel and release the past pain held in our body, 43 00:03:44,640 --> 00:03:51,600 Layers of historic hurt, fear or anger may begin to play themselves out in 44 00:03:51,600 --> 00:03:52,600 the light of awareness. 45 00:04:23,070 --> 00:04:23,929 Hi, Mum. 46 00:04:23,930 --> 00:04:24,930 Tina? 47 00:04:25,670 --> 00:04:27,130 Are you coming this weekend? 48 00:04:27,910 --> 00:04:33,150 I mean, I'm not actually sure if I feel up to it, but it would have been nice if 49 00:04:33,150 --> 00:04:36,130 you could have called me. Yeah, sorry, Mum. I didn't think we had a proper 50 00:04:36,130 --> 00:04:38,890 arrangement. It was such a long time ago, and, you know, the kids have all 51 00:04:38,890 --> 00:04:42,050 stuff on now, so it's hard to get them to do anything, you know. 52 00:04:42,690 --> 00:04:45,930 You spoil them just like your father spoiled you. 53 00:04:46,590 --> 00:04:48,330 I mean, I think there's something wrong with him. 54 00:04:49,510 --> 00:04:50,610 I think he might be on... 55 00:04:57,740 --> 00:05:00,840 Okay, Mum. I'm just on my way back from work. I've got to go. 56 00:05:01,200 --> 00:05:02,520 Okay, just say hi to Dad. 57 00:05:15,060 --> 00:05:16,060 Tina says hi. 58 00:05:40,270 --> 00:05:42,910 And a five got seven. 59 00:05:43,290 --> 00:05:44,290 Hey. 60 00:05:49,510 --> 00:05:52,110 So, I'm having a fair. 61 00:05:54,610 --> 00:05:56,210 Yeah, it's funny, isn't it? 62 00:05:56,450 --> 00:05:57,850 Just the thought of it is so ridiculous. 63 00:05:58,250 --> 00:05:59,770 Yeah. Yeah? Who is he? 64 00:06:01,010 --> 00:06:02,790 Um, he's 94. 65 00:06:04,310 --> 00:06:06,450 I think he was a ginger. It's hard to tell. 66 00:06:07,980 --> 00:06:09,680 He's sort of balding with liver spots. 67 00:06:11,300 --> 00:06:13,720 I think his pneumonia really brought us closer together. 68 00:06:16,740 --> 00:06:18,900 Yeah. It was just kind of like explosive. 69 00:06:19,440 --> 00:06:23,460 You know, I just... I think we just need to talk about how it's going to work. 70 00:06:23,860 --> 00:06:28,380 Because he's obviously in residential care and I'm married with three children 71 00:06:28,380 --> 00:06:33,960 and I... Do you want to smoke? 72 00:06:35,140 --> 00:06:36,480 I want to. Mum! 73 00:06:47,480 --> 00:06:51,380 Emma, come on, come down and get something to eat. It's family time. 74 00:06:51,660 --> 00:06:54,180 Hannah, Jason, set the table. 75 00:06:54,680 --> 00:06:55,680 Come on! 76 00:07:06,830 --> 00:07:07,990 I'm going to school by myself tomorrow. 77 00:07:09,130 --> 00:07:11,170 Rachel doesn't want that, and he does it. Please. 78 00:07:12,430 --> 00:07:15,590 It's not that I just... I'd like to walk you to school. It's not that... I know 79 00:07:15,590 --> 00:07:16,229 you're capable. 80 00:07:16,230 --> 00:07:18,610 I know you're capable of doing it. No, you're not. You're just scared I'm going 81 00:07:18,610 --> 00:07:19,610 to get conducted. 82 00:07:21,890 --> 00:07:23,950 No, I've just said there's a lot of crazy people out there. 83 00:07:24,630 --> 00:07:27,610 I'm not scared. I can do it. You're not going to get conducted? 84 00:07:27,950 --> 00:07:28,950 Yeah, not unless you join an orchestra. 85 00:07:31,510 --> 00:07:34,270 Okay, no one gets any purified chicken until they've eaten their vegetable 86 00:07:34,270 --> 00:07:36,800 sauce. I don't like... Vegetable sauce? 87 00:07:37,120 --> 00:07:42,720 Do you like tomato sauce? I already like tomato sauce. Well, I'm sorry, did I 88 00:07:42,720 --> 00:07:44,400 say vegetable sauce? I meant tomato sauce. 89 00:07:44,820 --> 00:07:46,140 Is it a vegetable? 90 00:07:46,440 --> 00:07:48,120 Tomatoes are a fruit. Mum, tell him. 91 00:07:48,360 --> 00:07:49,400 Well, they are actually a fruit. 92 00:07:49,700 --> 00:07:50,700 No, they're not! 93 00:07:50,720 --> 00:07:51,720 Yes, they are! 94 00:07:51,860 --> 00:07:52,860 No, they're not! 95 00:07:53,040 --> 00:07:54,040 Yes, they are! 96 00:07:54,520 --> 00:08:00,280 Jason, if you don't eat everything on your plate, you're not going to get... 97 00:08:00,280 --> 00:08:02,100 there anything for him not to get? 98 00:08:04,300 --> 00:08:08,280 Um, well, there's some fruit strudel in the freezer, but I didn't take it out. 99 00:08:08,600 --> 00:08:11,320 Shall I take it out? If I put it in now, I'll be ready in 20 minutes. 100 00:08:12,300 --> 00:08:18,180 Um... I don't like strudel. He doesn't even know what strudel is. 101 00:08:18,500 --> 00:08:20,280 I do. He doesn't, Mum. 102 00:08:20,560 --> 00:08:21,560 Then what is it? 103 00:08:21,900 --> 00:08:22,960 A sandwich. 104 00:08:23,480 --> 00:08:25,080 You don't need to shout. Stop shouting. 105 00:08:39,630 --> 00:08:40,630 Everyone, sit down. 106 00:08:41,270 --> 00:08:43,309 Everyone, sit down! 107 00:09:01,090 --> 00:09:02,250 It's all right, Daddy. 108 00:09:02,590 --> 00:09:04,470 Mommy's gonna have to make the other day. 109 00:09:04,690 --> 00:09:05,790 Don't remember, Mom. 110 00:09:06,150 --> 00:09:07,650 Remember. When you're angry. 111 00:09:07,950 --> 00:09:11,010 I do remember, Jason, when I was very tired. 112 00:09:11,450 --> 00:09:12,570 You threw it at me. 113 00:09:12,890 --> 00:09:15,950 No, I didn't throw it at you, Jason. I threw it at the floor. 114 00:09:18,290 --> 00:09:19,290 It's really lovely. 115 00:09:19,330 --> 00:09:21,210 It's really delicious, Mick. It really is. 116 00:09:27,570 --> 00:09:28,570 Hey, it's all right. 117 00:09:29,170 --> 00:09:30,170 I've got to go. 118 00:09:31,670 --> 00:09:32,670 You all right, Emma? 119 00:09:39,360 --> 00:09:40,360 Okay. All right, then. 120 00:09:41,620 --> 00:09:42,860 I'll see you tomorrow. All right, then. 121 00:09:43,560 --> 00:09:44,900 Bye. Bye. Bye. 122 00:09:50,440 --> 00:09:51,440 Oh, 123 00:09:52,620 --> 00:09:53,740 oh, no! 124 00:10:01,880 --> 00:10:03,420 Yeah, she said she hates you. 125 00:10:21,400 --> 00:10:22,820 What are we having for tea tonight? 126 00:10:24,000 --> 00:10:25,000 I don't know, Jordan. 127 00:10:26,400 --> 00:10:27,640 Why don't you look in the fridge? 128 00:10:28,880 --> 00:10:29,960 Find something and make it. 129 00:10:30,360 --> 00:10:31,360 Sorry? 130 00:10:31,660 --> 00:10:32,660 No, I'm sorry. 131 00:10:33,280 --> 00:10:34,660 I just know that he's lying. 132 00:10:35,340 --> 00:10:36,340 He's not working. 133 00:10:37,680 --> 00:10:40,400 He just can't be bothered to make time to come and see you, that's all. 134 00:10:42,920 --> 00:10:43,980 Do you want a glass of water? 135 00:10:53,000 --> 00:10:55,360 So tell me about this girl at school who's bullying you. 136 00:10:56,960 --> 00:10:57,960 What's her name? 137 00:10:58,320 --> 00:10:59,320 Annabelle. 138 00:10:59,780 --> 00:11:00,780 What's her mum called? 139 00:11:03,620 --> 00:11:04,620 Annabelle. 140 00:11:04,920 --> 00:11:05,920 Why do you know her? 141 00:11:09,680 --> 00:11:11,060 Yeah, I was at school with her. 142 00:11:16,460 --> 00:11:21,040 If she bothers you again, you tell me, okay? 143 00:11:25,000 --> 00:11:26,000 Good girl. 144 00:11:28,580 --> 00:11:30,220 Talk to your inner child. 145 00:11:33,200 --> 00:11:35,120 Tell her that she is loved. 146 00:11:35,780 --> 00:11:37,180 She is wanted. 147 00:11:37,900 --> 00:11:39,240 She is seen. 148 00:11:41,340 --> 00:11:42,620 Meet her strong. 149 00:11:45,000 --> 00:11:51,760 Now expand your awareness and picture the whole globe in front of you as a 150 00:11:51,760 --> 00:11:52,760 little ball. 151 00:11:55,340 --> 00:12:01,520 Send warm wishes to all living beings on the globe who, like you, 152 00:12:01,800 --> 00:12:03,640 want to be happy. 153 00:12:05,920 --> 00:12:11,180 We have a lamp inside of us, the lamp of mindfulness which we can... 154 00:12:52,470 --> 00:12:58,150 What do you want for breakfast? 155 00:12:58,450 --> 00:13:00,050 Poached eggs on toast. 156 00:13:02,000 --> 00:13:03,000 sticks on toes. 157 00:13:04,240 --> 00:13:06,240 What's the time, Mick? What's the time? 158 00:13:07,760 --> 00:13:09,520 Eight, five to eight. 159 00:13:10,080 --> 00:13:11,700 Oh, we've got to get dressed. 160 00:13:12,180 --> 00:13:13,860 Come on, it's very hard to get dressed. 161 00:13:14,200 --> 00:13:15,200 We've got to get dressed. 162 00:13:17,820 --> 00:13:19,600 Mummy's dressed. Look, Mummy's dressed already. 163 00:13:20,040 --> 00:13:21,040 Come on. 164 00:13:21,720 --> 00:13:23,480 Oh, gosh. Oh, Jason. 165 00:13:28,320 --> 00:13:29,320 Hello, darling. 166 00:13:36,010 --> 00:13:37,010 What are you doing? 167 00:13:37,150 --> 00:13:39,050 What are you texting this time of the morning? 168 00:13:39,770 --> 00:13:42,150 Come down for breakfast. Do you want postage on post? 169 00:15:11,420 --> 00:15:15,200 Oh. She said, are you worried I'm going to get conducted, Mum? 170 00:15:17,220 --> 00:15:19,360 I like it. Yeah. 171 00:15:19,660 --> 00:15:22,460 People, that's too much over the children now. 172 00:15:22,700 --> 00:15:28,600 We used to just go out to play and shut the door and everything was safe for us. 173 00:15:28,820 --> 00:15:34,360 But these days it's not so easy for the mums. 174 00:15:34,920 --> 00:15:36,780 So can I get you anything else, Pam? 175 00:15:37,870 --> 00:15:40,370 Yes, I'm looking for another toy boy. 176 00:15:41,650 --> 00:15:43,930 That's the top of my list at the moment. 177 00:15:45,970 --> 00:15:47,230 I'll see what I can do. 178 00:16:11,950 --> 00:16:14,450 Shall I take those? Make it easier for you not to get a detention. 179 00:16:15,830 --> 00:16:16,830 Okay, everybody. 180 00:16:17,530 --> 00:16:21,330 I have got some exciting news. I know you've been fantastically bored by all 181 00:16:21,330 --> 00:16:25,390 technique we've done this term. And so, at the end of term, as part of our 182 00:16:25,390 --> 00:16:29,030 performance module, we are going to hold a talent contest. 183 00:16:29,490 --> 00:16:36,410 Okay, so I would like, last instruction, I would like you to spend 184 00:16:36,410 --> 00:16:40,650 the first half of the lesson sitting quietly and thinking. 185 00:16:41,439 --> 00:16:43,620 what you would like to do. Go on, then. Let's go. 186 00:16:44,320 --> 00:16:45,400 Got any ideas, Dad? 187 00:16:51,180 --> 00:16:52,820 Jordan, have you seen Emma? 188 00:16:53,200 --> 00:16:54,139 I haven't. 189 00:16:54,140 --> 00:16:55,140 Have you seen Emma? 190 00:16:56,500 --> 00:17:03,500 Um... Well, I saw her this morning, but... she's not here now, so I don't 191 00:17:03,500 --> 00:17:04,500 what to say, really. 192 00:17:05,579 --> 00:17:06,859 OK. Thank you. 193 00:17:08,020 --> 00:17:09,359 The other day, she pushed me. 194 00:17:09,849 --> 00:17:11,910 and said that I stole a pen when she gave it to me. 195 00:17:12,369 --> 00:17:17,510 And then last week, she pushed me again and said, oh, Emma, no -one likes you 196 00:17:17,510 --> 00:17:20,710 anyway. And now I have no friends and no -one to talk to. 197 00:17:21,710 --> 00:17:23,450 I just don't like school any more. 198 00:17:24,329 --> 00:17:25,329 I hate it. 199 00:17:26,190 --> 00:17:27,470 I hated it too. 200 00:17:28,150 --> 00:17:29,150 Why? 201 00:17:31,310 --> 00:17:33,130 Because I just didn't think I could win. 202 00:17:34,410 --> 00:17:38,830 I wrote this poem for English once, this epic poem. 203 00:17:39,590 --> 00:17:40,870 About this black knight. 204 00:17:42,490 --> 00:17:44,290 I handed it in to Miss Langley. 205 00:17:45,610 --> 00:17:47,130 And she wouldn't believe I wrote it. 206 00:17:47,450 --> 00:17:50,930 She said I'd copied it, tore it up in front of the class. 207 00:17:51,270 --> 00:17:52,270 Why? 208 00:17:54,730 --> 00:17:56,270 People fear what they don't understand. 209 00:17:57,250 --> 00:17:58,470 I don't feel like that. 210 00:17:58,910 --> 00:17:59,910 No, good. 211 00:18:00,090 --> 00:18:01,009 Me neither. 212 00:18:01,010 --> 00:18:02,010 I do feel masked, though. 213 00:18:03,610 --> 00:18:04,610 Me too. 214 00:18:05,750 --> 00:18:06,770 I write poems. 215 00:18:07,500 --> 00:18:11,000 I know. I haven't seen any of yours for a while, though. I'm glad you're still 216 00:18:11,000 --> 00:18:12,000 writing them. 217 00:18:13,820 --> 00:18:14,820 Okay. 218 00:18:16,640 --> 00:18:18,160 It's called Not Even More. 219 00:18:18,420 --> 00:18:19,420 Mm -hmm. 220 00:18:19,920 --> 00:18:22,080 I feel lost, but I keep being found. 221 00:18:22,360 --> 00:18:24,440 I am alone with lots of people around me. 222 00:18:25,000 --> 00:18:27,160 There is nothing that can make me feel fresh. 223 00:18:27,520 --> 00:18:28,840 There can be a better person. 224 00:18:29,620 --> 00:18:31,880 If I am happy, it just makes me sadder. 225 00:18:32,580 --> 00:18:35,860 Nothing can control my emotions or feelings about other things. 226 00:18:36,680 --> 00:18:37,680 Not even me. 227 00:18:38,640 --> 00:18:39,640 Not even me. 228 00:18:41,500 --> 00:18:43,860 That is lovely. 229 00:18:44,360 --> 00:18:45,520 Do you want to put some music? 230 00:18:45,780 --> 00:18:46,699 I don't know. 231 00:18:46,700 --> 00:18:48,320 Put the lyrics player on the scene, please. 232 00:18:53,200 --> 00:18:54,200 Okay. 233 00:18:56,240 --> 00:19:02,300 Yeah? I feel lost, but I keep being found. 234 00:19:04,780 --> 00:19:05,780 I'm a... 235 00:19:07,240 --> 00:19:11,360 The people around me. 236 00:19:14,520 --> 00:19:15,520 That's good, man. 237 00:19:17,020 --> 00:19:19,140 Can I have tomorrow off school? 238 00:19:21,640 --> 00:19:24,400 Well, maybe just tomorrow. 239 00:19:24,980 --> 00:19:25,980 What about Mum? 240 00:19:26,480 --> 00:19:27,840 We'll just keep that to ourselves. 241 00:19:28,080 --> 00:19:30,600 There'll be a right time to tell her. You just let me handle that, OK? 242 00:19:30,860 --> 00:19:31,860 Yeah. 243 00:19:33,820 --> 00:19:34,820 Hello? 244 00:19:34,960 --> 00:19:36,100 Yeah, this is T -Bell. 245 00:19:37,250 --> 00:19:38,250 Yeah? 246 00:19:38,910 --> 00:19:39,910 No, no, no, she's still ill. 247 00:19:40,310 --> 00:19:41,370 No, no, she's definitely in school. 248 00:19:48,250 --> 00:19:51,190 This is why I kept her out of school. I wanted to talk to you, but I didn't know 249 00:19:51,190 --> 00:19:54,930 how to approach it. So here we are. We all know how you feel, Mick. We're all 250 00:19:54,930 --> 00:19:57,910 really clear about how you feel. Well, you know, and here we are. 251 00:19:59,130 --> 00:20:02,750 Let's try and have a conversation about this without going too far. I think you 252 00:20:02,750 --> 00:20:06,030 know why I'm stressed about it. I just want to know how Emma feels about it, 253 00:20:06,030 --> 00:20:07,030 I want to know what's happening. 254 00:20:07,190 --> 00:20:08,910 Why don't you tell your mum what's going on? 255 00:20:09,490 --> 00:20:12,170 Mum, I always get pushed around by them. 256 00:20:13,090 --> 00:20:16,270 Whenever they walk past me, they would push into me on purpose. 257 00:20:18,350 --> 00:20:19,350 I can't push them back. 258 00:20:20,190 --> 00:20:21,490 I won't push them back. 259 00:20:21,710 --> 00:20:24,830 I think we should go down to school tomorrow, you and me. OK, I've already 260 00:20:24,830 --> 00:20:27,650 spoken to the school, because I spoke to them when they told me that she was 261 00:20:27,650 --> 00:20:30,970 bunking off on the telephone. So what they've said is they deal with it very, 262 00:20:31,030 --> 00:20:33,570 very seriously, OK? It's not like when we were at school. They deal with it. 263 00:20:33,670 --> 00:20:35,470 They are very hot on this these days. 264 00:20:35,710 --> 00:20:38,990 All right. I don't think they're going to do anything unless we go down there 265 00:20:38,990 --> 00:20:41,290 and point these girls out. I mean, who are these girls? 266 00:20:42,350 --> 00:20:44,130 Jordan Chadwick and Hayley Brown. 267 00:20:44,890 --> 00:20:48,810 Jordan said that if I come anywhere near her again... that she's going to get 268 00:20:48,810 --> 00:20:50,230 her mum on me and you. 269 00:20:50,790 --> 00:20:51,790 Her mum? 270 00:20:53,610 --> 00:20:56,630 What's her mum got to do with anything? What, her mum's been bullying you as 271 00:20:56,630 --> 00:20:58,110 well? Has her mum said something to you? 272 00:20:58,830 --> 00:21:00,710 She said that her mum knows you, Mum. 273 00:21:00,970 --> 00:21:02,610 Yeah, no, I know her. It's Amanda Chadwick. 274 00:21:03,030 --> 00:21:04,030 Yeah. 275 00:21:04,350 --> 00:21:06,270 Yeah, we went to school together. No, I haven't seen her for years. 276 00:21:08,230 --> 00:21:10,210 Look, we've got to go down to school tomorrow. 277 00:21:10,450 --> 00:21:14,570 You've got to talk to this woman, try and work out what her problem is, and 278 00:21:14,570 --> 00:21:16,570 we're going to sort this out by the end of the day tomorrow. 279 00:21:16,990 --> 00:21:19,050 Okay. I think she should move schools. I think we should look into other 280 00:21:19,050 --> 00:21:20,050 options. 281 00:21:20,990 --> 00:21:21,990 What? 282 00:21:22,490 --> 00:21:24,270 Yeah, we can homeschool her. I think that's what we should do. 283 00:21:24,750 --> 00:21:27,370 No, Tina, I think it's a bit of an extreme reaction. 284 00:21:27,590 --> 00:21:30,810 I think we just do what we said we were going to do. Nick, you've had your 285 00:21:30,810 --> 00:21:32,310 chance, okay? It's my turn to deal with it. 286 00:21:32,970 --> 00:21:35,370 Tina, we're going to look into other options for you, okay? It's a bit hot. 287 00:22:10,580 --> 00:22:12,340 Good. Oh, nice one. 288 00:22:12,640 --> 00:22:14,120 Not just tingles, please. 289 00:22:14,600 --> 00:22:15,600 Good, good. 290 00:22:16,100 --> 00:22:17,100 Good. 291 00:22:22,940 --> 00:22:24,900 We all know there's a problem, OK? 292 00:22:25,160 --> 00:22:26,800 So you just focus on things you enjoy. 293 00:22:27,180 --> 00:22:29,900 And it's better to be on your own than just with the wrong people. 294 00:22:30,340 --> 00:22:31,960 OK? OK, Mum. 295 00:22:32,300 --> 00:22:34,860 Oh, my God. 296 00:22:35,060 --> 00:22:36,960 You've got a mum walking her to school now. 297 00:22:37,320 --> 00:22:38,400 OK, Jordan. 298 00:22:38,810 --> 00:22:42,030 OK, I know what's going on. The school knows what's going on. And if it 299 00:22:42,030 --> 00:22:44,090 continues, severe action is going to be taken. 300 00:22:44,530 --> 00:22:45,530 Are you threatening me? 301 00:22:45,790 --> 00:22:46,970 I'm not threatening you, Jordan. 302 00:22:47,170 --> 00:22:48,170 Sounds like you are. 303 00:22:48,670 --> 00:22:50,710 You're telling me that I shouldn't defend myself against that. 304 00:22:50,930 --> 00:22:52,210 OK, that's enough. 305 00:22:52,410 --> 00:22:54,190 You can't tell me off. You're not my mum. 306 00:22:54,430 --> 00:22:55,430 You're not my teacher. 307 00:22:55,690 --> 00:22:56,569 OK, come on. 308 00:22:56,570 --> 00:22:59,050 Oh, she's scared now, aren't you? You're scared. 309 00:22:59,370 --> 00:23:00,830 Do you know why? It's because you're a chicken. 310 00:23:25,200 --> 00:23:26,099 Tell that show announcement. 311 00:23:26,100 --> 00:23:28,620 Have you thought of something to do? It's not compulsory, but if you don't do 312 00:23:28,620 --> 00:23:29,620 it, you will fail the module. 313 00:23:29,740 --> 00:23:33,400 So... Have you thought of something? 314 00:23:36,840 --> 00:23:38,880 Probably sing and play piano with me. 315 00:23:39,240 --> 00:23:41,340 Well, that would be great. That would be perfect. You know, I'm always in the 316 00:23:41,340 --> 00:23:42,640 music room if you want to come and try stuff out. 317 00:23:43,760 --> 00:23:44,760 OK? 318 00:23:51,480 --> 00:23:52,480 Jordan? 319 00:23:53,820 --> 00:23:56,080 Jordan and Minions, that is enough. 320 00:23:56,580 --> 00:23:59,460 That is enough. Miss, we're just practicing for our show. 321 00:23:59,680 --> 00:24:00,680 What can I say? 322 00:24:01,220 --> 00:24:02,460 So you're doing a show about chickens? 323 00:24:02,680 --> 00:24:03,680 Yes, we are. 324 00:24:03,900 --> 00:24:06,980 Well, if you're not doing a show about chickens, you can all have a detention. 325 00:24:07,460 --> 00:24:09,540 Okay? Look forward to seeing you at the rehearsal. 326 00:24:09,900 --> 00:24:10,900 The chicken dance. 327 00:24:11,280 --> 00:24:12,280 Sounds intriguing. 328 00:24:52,160 --> 00:24:53,160 Tina! 329 00:24:53,560 --> 00:24:55,060 Just keep walking, sweetheart. 330 00:24:55,860 --> 00:24:57,360 Why are you ignoring me? 331 00:24:59,200 --> 00:25:00,240 Are you scared? 332 00:25:02,800 --> 00:25:03,840 Well, you should be. 333 00:25:25,139 --> 00:25:27,500 Time. Okay, well done tonight, gals. Great work. 334 00:25:28,440 --> 00:25:30,160 Thank you. 335 00:26:10,060 --> 00:26:11,660 I was just wondering about getting in the ring. 336 00:26:12,180 --> 00:26:14,820 Oh, sorry, darling. The girls are training for a tournament. 337 00:26:17,540 --> 00:26:20,780 So what would I have to do if I wanted to fight? 338 00:26:21,700 --> 00:26:22,940 It's not box fit. 339 00:26:23,300 --> 00:26:24,320 It's box thing. 340 00:26:24,900 --> 00:26:26,100 There's quite a big difference. 341 00:26:31,820 --> 00:26:32,820 Can you punch? 342 00:26:33,760 --> 00:26:36,000 Oh, go on then. Get your gloves on. Show me what you've got. 343 00:26:48,680 --> 00:26:51,100 Give me your best punch. Your best one. 344 00:26:52,460 --> 00:26:53,460 Best. 345 00:26:54,580 --> 00:26:55,580 250. 346 00:26:58,140 --> 00:26:59,140 Okay. 347 00:27:00,260 --> 00:27:05,500 Keep going. Faster. Faster. 348 00:27:08,180 --> 00:27:09,180 20. 349 00:27:12,000 --> 00:27:13,000 30. 350 00:27:15,700 --> 00:27:16,700 40. 351 00:27:52,390 --> 00:27:53,390 Home time. 352 00:27:55,110 --> 00:27:56,810 I want to come back. Can I get in the ring? 353 00:27:57,530 --> 00:27:58,530 No. 354 00:28:15,310 --> 00:28:16,330 Tina? Hi, Mum. 355 00:28:16,710 --> 00:28:20,050 When were you going to call me back? Kids, can you come and clear the table, 356 00:28:20,110 --> 00:28:23,300 please? You're never going to get them to do what you want if you talk to them 357 00:28:23,300 --> 00:28:24,139 like that. 358 00:28:24,140 --> 00:28:24,939 Where's Nick? 359 00:28:24,940 --> 00:28:26,100 At work. He doesn't work. 360 00:28:26,500 --> 00:28:29,280 Of course, that's why he works nights, to get away from all of that. 361 00:28:31,260 --> 00:28:33,500 Tina, I have to tell you something. 362 00:28:34,940 --> 00:28:36,140 I'm leaving your father. 363 00:28:38,120 --> 00:28:43,700 Right. I don't seem to be able to talk to him, and he seems completely 364 00:28:43,700 --> 00:28:45,140 of talking to me. 365 00:28:47,880 --> 00:28:48,880 Tina, are you there? 366 00:28:49,020 --> 00:28:52,520 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm still here, yeah, I'm still here. I just can't 367 00:28:52,520 --> 00:28:54,760 manage anymore. I feel like nobody cares. 368 00:28:55,620 --> 00:28:59,260 I get no appreciation, no acknowledgement, not from anyone. 369 00:28:59,620 --> 00:29:01,240 And certainly not from your father. 370 00:29:01,580 --> 00:29:02,800 Yeah, he does his best, Mum. 371 00:29:03,280 --> 00:29:04,480 You know he does his best. 372 00:29:04,720 --> 00:29:07,680 Why do you always take his side and not mine? 373 00:29:08,020 --> 00:29:09,360 Yeah, I'm just in the middle of something, Mum. 374 00:29:09,660 --> 00:29:10,660 I've got to go now. 375 00:29:10,840 --> 00:29:11,840 Tina? 376 00:29:22,800 --> 00:29:25,920 She'll be riding six white horses when she comes. 377 00:29:26,400 --> 00:29:29,720 She'll be riding six white horses when she comes. 378 00:29:30,140 --> 00:29:35,960 She'll be riding six white horses, riding six white horses, riding six 379 00:29:35,960 --> 00:29:37,300 horses when she comes. 380 00:29:37,880 --> 00:29:40,920 Singing aye, aye, yippee, yippee, aye. 381 00:29:41,640 --> 00:29:44,940 Singing aye, aye, yippee, yippee, aye. 382 00:29:45,380 --> 00:29:50,300 Singing aye, aye, yippee, yippee, aye. 383 00:29:55,590 --> 00:29:58,250 So, we've got two new members here. 384 00:29:58,670 --> 00:30:02,630 I don't like the word new because it makes you seem separate to us, and 385 00:30:02,630 --> 00:30:04,510 not right, is it? Because we're all friends here. 386 00:30:04,930 --> 00:30:06,530 Oh, talking stone. 387 00:30:07,890 --> 00:30:14,670 So, this is Emma and Tina, and they're going to be 388 00:30:14,670 --> 00:30:17,130 new members of our homeschooling club. 389 00:30:17,470 --> 00:30:19,290 My daughter, I was told... 390 00:30:20,090 --> 00:30:22,490 At quite a young age, she was seven, that she couldn't count. 391 00:30:23,190 --> 00:30:27,130 And I thought that that was focusing on the negatives, rather. And I thought, 392 00:30:27,170 --> 00:30:28,170 well, what about the positives? 393 00:30:28,710 --> 00:30:31,130 OK, she can't count, but she's very good at jumping. 394 00:30:31,730 --> 00:30:33,430 And she's very good at plaiting. 395 00:30:33,670 --> 00:30:36,950 And there's lots of things that she's good at. And we're all good at 396 00:30:37,190 --> 00:30:40,810 aren't we? There's just one rule that we do have, and that's no hitting. 397 00:30:41,310 --> 00:30:43,670 Because violence solves nothing, does it? 398 00:30:44,150 --> 00:30:48,830 I think what would be nice as a little introductory thing is if we pass around 399 00:30:48,830 --> 00:30:52,670 the stone, and said something that we are good at. 400 00:30:53,430 --> 00:30:56,410 So I'm very good at making cups of tea. 401 00:30:57,350 --> 00:30:58,570 What are you good at? 402 00:31:00,110 --> 00:31:01,230 I'm good at dancing. 403 00:31:02,990 --> 00:31:04,210 I'm good at gymnastics. 404 00:31:05,770 --> 00:31:07,370 I'm good at running. 405 00:31:09,730 --> 00:31:13,770 What are you saying, Ando? 406 00:31:14,190 --> 00:31:17,210 Why don't we go down to Delametri's and get a full English, yeah? Right. 407 00:31:19,490 --> 00:31:20,870 That's your day highlights now? No. 408 00:31:21,070 --> 00:31:22,290 Oh, come on, man, what's wrong with you? 409 00:31:22,510 --> 00:31:23,830 Black, mate, you'll go, won't you? 410 00:31:24,650 --> 00:31:26,130 Delimitries, full English breakfast. 411 00:31:26,390 --> 00:31:29,330 Um, no, you're all right. That's your day two footy highlights, come on. No, I 412 00:31:29,330 --> 00:31:32,850 can't do it. I'm the wife, I am the kid. Come on, don't let me down. I've got 413 00:31:32,850 --> 00:31:34,090 kids, I've got kids, I've got to cook. 414 00:31:34,330 --> 00:31:35,510 What about you, B -unit, you having it? 415 00:31:35,810 --> 00:31:38,110 No, I'm going to have to give it to you. Come on, man, you love a pork sausage. 416 00:31:40,770 --> 00:31:41,790 Take that, get dressed. 417 00:31:42,350 --> 00:31:44,750 Come on, come on, let me dress, sweetheart. 418 00:31:45,070 --> 00:31:46,870 No! That's a good boy, come on. 419 00:31:48,490 --> 00:31:49,490 Good boy. 420 00:31:49,950 --> 00:31:51,450 Mum, can you do my hair? 421 00:31:51,690 --> 00:31:52,690 I've just got to get Jason. 422 00:31:52,830 --> 00:31:53,830 Jason. 423 00:31:54,530 --> 00:31:55,570 Get you. 424 00:31:56,150 --> 00:31:57,150 Jason. 425 00:31:57,770 --> 00:31:59,310 Mum. Let's get you dressed. 426 00:32:00,490 --> 00:32:01,490 No, 427 00:32:02,110 --> 00:32:03,110 no. 428 00:32:03,530 --> 00:32:04,530 Ow. 429 00:32:05,830 --> 00:32:07,570 Let's get you dressed. Come on, Jason. 430 00:32:09,150 --> 00:32:10,150 Jason. 431 00:32:10,390 --> 00:32:12,450 Ow. Jason, you've got to get dressed. 432 00:32:19,890 --> 00:32:21,450 Mick, Mick, Mick. 433 00:32:23,270 --> 00:32:25,170 Jason! Jason, come up! 434 00:32:25,410 --> 00:32:26,850 Can you get to us now, please? 435 00:32:28,050 --> 00:32:29,050 Now! 436 00:32:29,390 --> 00:32:30,390 Are you OK? 437 00:32:30,450 --> 00:32:33,310 No, no, I'm not OK, actually. I'm just on the edge. I'm going to kill someone. 438 00:32:34,430 --> 00:32:35,650 Is Emma OK? No. 439 00:32:39,210 --> 00:32:41,910 I'm fine, because I don't want her to get fined, and that's what will happen 440 00:32:41,910 --> 00:32:43,810 she stays off any more days, so we need to deal with this now. 441 00:32:44,090 --> 00:32:46,470 OK, all right. OK, but can you help me? 442 00:32:46,750 --> 00:32:47,750 Mick, 443 00:32:47,890 --> 00:32:49,030 I'm not starting. 444 00:32:49,630 --> 00:32:52,970 I'm trying to explain to you the situation because I'm on the edge and I 445 00:32:52,970 --> 00:32:55,210 your help. I'm not talking to you when you're like this. I'm sorry, I'm not 446 00:32:55,210 --> 00:32:56,069 going to do it. 447 00:32:56,070 --> 00:32:59,830 Tina, I'm not going to talk to you when you're... Because if you don't talk to 448 00:32:59,830 --> 00:33:02,930 me about it... Because you're shitting me and I've just woken up! 449 00:33:03,150 --> 00:33:04,150 Come on! 450 00:33:05,250 --> 00:33:06,250 Tina, 451 00:33:06,710 --> 00:33:07,930 Tina, come on. 452 00:33:11,850 --> 00:33:12,850 Tina, 453 00:33:13,850 --> 00:33:14,850 come on. 454 00:33:17,290 --> 00:33:20,610 You want to come again, then come again. But dial it down and come again, 455 00:33:20,710 --> 00:33:22,350 because I'm not going to listen to you. 456 00:33:31,530 --> 00:33:35,290 Let's work it out. Why don't you come up with a solution? I haven't got a 457 00:33:35,290 --> 00:33:36,290 solution. 458 00:33:37,610 --> 00:33:43,310 I need your help. 459 00:34:15,050 --> 00:34:16,050 I'll go and then try that again. 460 00:34:16,449 --> 00:34:19,929 Jordan Chadwick, in what universe is that acceptable behaviour for school? 461 00:34:20,210 --> 00:34:21,310 Or anywhere, in fact. 462 00:34:21,570 --> 00:34:22,570 What about Emma? 463 00:34:22,610 --> 00:34:25,790 No. She did it as well, didn't she? Jordan, you just saw that, didn't you? 464 00:34:25,790 --> 00:34:29,350 have had a lot of warnings from me. You've had a stage three from me. That's 465 00:34:29,389 --> 00:34:30,710 Jordan. You're out of the talent show. 466 00:34:45,350 --> 00:34:47,909 You're going to see Mr. Petter and Ms. Lancaster at break. And Emma, I'd like 467 00:34:47,909 --> 00:34:48,909 see you in my office as well. 468 00:35:50,090 --> 00:35:51,090 Smart chicken. 469 00:35:52,850 --> 00:35:54,770 Emma got me chucked out the talent show. 470 00:35:56,730 --> 00:35:58,330 We were just mucking about in the hallway. 471 00:35:59,010 --> 00:36:01,130 Teacher saw us, took me out, not Emma. 472 00:36:01,910 --> 00:36:02,910 As usual. 473 00:36:28,110 --> 00:36:34,490 When we feel and release the past pain held in our body, we become 474 00:36:34,490 --> 00:36:40,790 increasingly free to meet our present feelings with a wakeful and kind heart. 475 00:36:49,290 --> 00:36:53,710 We discover as Rumi writes, the cure for the pain. 476 00:37:02,160 --> 00:37:03,460 I don't want to fight you, Amanda. 477 00:37:05,220 --> 00:37:08,200 That's interesting. 478 00:37:09,900 --> 00:37:11,380 But you don't want to fight now. 479 00:37:12,980 --> 00:37:14,200 I'm not that person. 480 00:37:15,880 --> 00:37:17,340 I'm not that person anymore. 481 00:37:18,880 --> 00:37:19,880 Then what? 482 00:37:21,880 --> 00:37:23,760 I'm not supposed to feel sorry for you? 483 00:37:24,500 --> 00:37:25,500 No. 484 00:37:27,640 --> 00:37:29,060 It's not about us anymore. 485 00:37:30,060 --> 00:37:31,520 Amanda, it's about... 486 00:37:31,790 --> 00:37:34,050 Our girls, you know, protecting our girls. 487 00:37:54,290 --> 00:37:55,570 I'm so sorry. 488 00:37:59,390 --> 00:38:01,010 It was 30 years ago. 489 00:38:02,540 --> 00:38:03,680 We need to move on. 490 00:38:09,440 --> 00:38:11,200 You make my life miserable. 491 00:38:14,860 --> 00:38:16,940 Every single day. 492 00:38:18,980 --> 00:38:19,980 I know. 493 00:38:21,120 --> 00:38:24,020 I know, I know, and I'm so sorry. 494 00:38:26,620 --> 00:38:31,580 And I was going through something, I don't... Well, I don't recognize that 495 00:38:35,370 --> 00:38:36,950 I don't know who she was for you. 496 00:38:39,070 --> 00:38:40,630 Because I recognize her. 497 00:38:41,970 --> 00:38:48,010 This little, miss, sweet, humble, husband, three children. 498 00:38:50,370 --> 00:38:51,490 It's all bullshit. 499 00:38:54,530 --> 00:38:55,950 You were a bitch then. 500 00:38:57,150 --> 00:38:58,950 And you're a fucking bitch now. 501 00:39:06,860 --> 00:39:07,860 You know. 502 00:39:10,240 --> 00:39:12,500 I don't know what's going on in your life now, Amanda. 503 00:39:14,100 --> 00:39:19,360 I don't know what you're going through, but... It's not my fault. 504 00:39:43,920 --> 00:39:44,920 I'm so sorry. 505 00:39:54,400 --> 00:39:55,400 Tina? 506 00:39:58,960 --> 00:39:59,960 Tina? 507 00:40:00,160 --> 00:40:01,160 What happened to you? 508 00:40:01,560 --> 00:40:02,840 Dad, what are you doing here? 509 00:40:03,440 --> 00:40:04,440 What have you done? 510 00:40:05,020 --> 00:40:07,920 Your mum's thrown me out. Told me not to come back. 511 00:40:09,040 --> 00:40:10,720 Tina? What happened? 512 00:40:15,660 --> 00:40:19,120 I just walked into a... You know, like, spinning around. I just walked, like, 513 00:40:19,220 --> 00:40:24,260 right into a doorframe where... Look, I've got to go. 514 00:40:24,600 --> 00:40:27,780 Everyone's been fed, so just call if you need anything, OK? 515 00:40:28,340 --> 00:40:29,340 Yeah. 516 00:40:29,560 --> 00:40:32,620 And get some ice on that. 517 00:40:32,860 --> 00:40:35,080 No, I will. I will. No, on you, Tina. 518 00:40:35,300 --> 00:40:36,300 Oh, yeah. Yeah. Oh, yeah. 519 00:40:53,900 --> 00:40:54,900 Oh, 520 00:40:56,320 --> 00:40:57,320 yeah. 521 00:41:02,180 --> 00:41:02,780 That's 522 00:41:02,780 --> 00:41:11,060 almost 523 00:41:11,060 --> 00:41:12,540 as much as the whack did. 524 00:41:17,680 --> 00:41:18,800 It's still bleeding. 525 00:41:21,420 --> 00:41:22,940 No, it looks like a storm. 526 00:41:25,870 --> 00:41:26,870 for a second. 527 00:42:03,150 --> 00:42:06,190 You can stay here as long as you want, okay? I won't tell her where you are if 528 00:42:06,190 --> 00:42:08,470 you don't want me to. You just, you need a break, okay? 529 00:42:09,070 --> 00:42:10,590 I just don't want to be a nuisance. 530 00:42:10,970 --> 00:42:11,970 You're not a nuisance. 531 00:42:16,730 --> 00:42:17,468 You're not. 532 00:42:17,470 --> 00:42:22,110 You take so many anger out of it. 533 00:42:23,270 --> 00:42:24,570 You look quite bad. 534 00:42:25,050 --> 00:42:26,450 I look angry. 535 00:42:32,490 --> 00:42:33,650 She hit me with a pan. 536 00:42:35,370 --> 00:42:37,310 One of those big, heavy button jumps. 537 00:42:44,830 --> 00:42:45,830 Oi. 538 00:42:53,590 --> 00:42:54,590 Rocky. 539 00:42:56,970 --> 00:42:58,390 Did you walk in through a door? 540 00:42:59,510 --> 00:43:00,510 Yeah. 541 00:43:01,840 --> 00:43:04,060 My mum walked into a door every Friday. 542 00:43:04,560 --> 00:43:09,320 Sometimes she'd fall down the stairs, drip on a carpet, get knocked down by a 543 00:43:09,320 --> 00:43:13,320 bike. Always on a Friday, after me dad came back home from the pub. 544 00:43:13,760 --> 00:43:15,060 It's not what you think, it's not. 545 00:43:16,660 --> 00:43:22,600 I took up boxing at 15, and then one night when I was 16, my dad never made 546 00:43:22,600 --> 00:43:23,600 back home from the pub. 547 00:43:23,900 --> 00:43:25,600 He flipped on a banana peel. 548 00:43:26,580 --> 00:43:28,260 Saw it happen, terrible thing. 549 00:43:29,800 --> 00:43:32,380 He fractured a rib and broke his nose. 550 00:43:34,140 --> 00:43:38,960 Funny thing was, my mum stopped having accidents after that. 551 00:43:39,720 --> 00:43:43,120 And for some reason, my dad never came home from the pub. 552 00:43:43,780 --> 00:43:44,960 Well, we didn't mind, though. 553 00:43:45,620 --> 00:43:46,880 We hated it guts. 554 00:43:49,220 --> 00:43:50,840 Yeah, and I didn't walk into a door. 555 00:43:51,860 --> 00:43:52,860 Yeah? 556 00:43:53,460 --> 00:43:54,500 Did you fight back? 557 00:43:55,120 --> 00:43:57,100 No, no, I didn't hear. I didn't hear once. 558 00:43:59,310 --> 00:44:00,770 Do you still want to learn to fight? 559 00:44:01,510 --> 00:44:02,510 Yeah. 560 00:44:03,890 --> 00:44:05,990 First lesson, give up guilt. 561 00:44:06,550 --> 00:44:10,230 You can't shrink back and apologise every time you land a punch. 562 00:44:10,510 --> 00:44:12,610 You fight because you have to. 563 00:44:12,830 --> 00:44:16,430 You fight because if you don't, all you're doing is taking on pain. 564 00:44:16,970 --> 00:44:18,890 The pain, they're dishing out. 565 00:44:19,750 --> 00:44:21,050 Understand? Yeah. 566 00:44:23,430 --> 00:44:24,430 I'll see you tomorrow. 567 00:45:12,420 --> 00:45:13,420 What's going on here? 568 00:45:14,340 --> 00:45:16,040 Grandpa said we could have ice cream. 569 00:45:18,100 --> 00:45:19,860 Right, it's bedtime now. Come on. 570 00:45:22,120 --> 00:45:24,860 We'll have to breakfast in the morning. It's bedtime now. 571 00:45:26,240 --> 00:45:27,240 All right? 572 00:45:27,540 --> 00:45:29,900 Yeah. Good girl. Get to bed now, okay? 573 00:45:30,720 --> 00:45:31,720 Now? 574 00:45:31,960 --> 00:45:32,960 Now. 575 00:45:41,900 --> 00:45:42,900 Good night, Grandpa. 576 00:46:01,080 --> 00:46:02,080 Okay. 577 00:46:02,560 --> 00:46:06,540 So I'm going to text her back and let her know you're safe. 578 00:46:07,100 --> 00:46:07,979 All right? 579 00:46:07,980 --> 00:46:09,540 And do you want me to tell her where you are? 580 00:46:10,040 --> 00:46:11,040 No. 581 00:46:12,799 --> 00:46:16,300 Okay, and then I'm going to turn it off so you can get some rest, alright? 582 00:47:02,160 --> 00:47:03,160 Did you do anything else, Dad? 583 00:47:04,280 --> 00:47:05,440 No, no, nothing. 584 00:47:13,700 --> 00:47:15,520 So what are you doing there, Emma? 585 00:47:20,060 --> 00:47:22,900 Um... I'm Hannah. 586 00:47:23,280 --> 00:47:24,280 She's Emma. 587 00:47:24,440 --> 00:47:25,440 Ah. 588 00:47:25,640 --> 00:47:28,960 So what are you doing there, Hannah? 589 00:47:29,420 --> 00:47:30,800 Well, I'm doing maths. 590 00:47:33,710 --> 00:47:34,710 Was your mother good at maths? 591 00:47:36,150 --> 00:47:37,150 No. 592 00:47:38,110 --> 00:47:39,330 Was she good at art? 593 00:47:40,450 --> 00:47:43,310 Art? Quite good. 594 00:47:45,190 --> 00:47:46,670 She did well at English. 595 00:47:48,750 --> 00:47:50,590 Very good. Very good at English. 596 00:47:57,610 --> 00:47:59,710 So what are you doing, Emma? 597 00:48:00,510 --> 00:48:01,610 I like poetry. 598 00:48:03,470 --> 00:48:04,970 Yeah. Oh, that's nice. 599 00:48:10,830 --> 00:48:13,150 I'll tell you something your mother didn't like. 600 00:48:16,830 --> 00:48:17,830 Homework. 601 00:48:24,330 --> 00:48:25,330 Emma. 602 00:48:25,830 --> 00:48:27,830 Emma. Emma, wait, sweetheart. 603 00:48:28,990 --> 00:48:30,150 Emma, I'm going to walk with you. 604 00:48:30,630 --> 00:48:31,630 I'm fine, Mum. 605 00:48:32,520 --> 00:48:33,520 Please, I'm fine. 606 00:48:34,360 --> 00:48:35,800 I just want to make sure you're okay. 607 00:48:39,020 --> 00:48:40,020 I've got to go. 608 00:49:23,720 --> 00:49:24,760 Tina? Hi, Mark. 609 00:49:25,760 --> 00:49:27,120 Your father's gone missing. 610 00:49:27,640 --> 00:49:28,640 What do you mean? 611 00:49:28,780 --> 00:49:31,160 He's been gone for two days. I don't know where he is. 612 00:49:32,220 --> 00:49:34,880 I've informed the police, but they're just useless. 613 00:49:35,640 --> 00:49:36,960 You don't know where he is, do you? 614 00:49:38,520 --> 00:49:39,520 No. 615 00:49:40,020 --> 00:49:42,180 I mean, he's probably just sulking somewhere. 616 00:49:43,320 --> 00:49:46,420 But if he does contact you, you have to let me know. 617 00:49:46,920 --> 00:49:47,920 Yeah, OK. 618 00:49:47,960 --> 00:49:50,420 Yeah, OK. As long as you're all right. 619 00:49:51,150 --> 00:49:58,090 No I'm completely distraught I went to the doctor 620 00:49:58,090 --> 00:50:02,690 for some sleeping pills I'm just broken 621 00:51:34,920 --> 00:51:40,580 I've been listening to a lot of stuff online about healing and about 622 00:51:40,580 --> 00:51:47,380 how we all need to nurture ourselves, you know, if we haven't been 623 00:51:47,380 --> 00:51:48,380 nurtured. 624 00:51:50,500 --> 00:51:51,500 What? 625 00:51:52,780 --> 00:51:55,160 Are you saying you weren't nurtured? 626 00:51:56,460 --> 00:51:58,120 Tina, we did our best. 627 00:51:59,400 --> 00:52:00,640 We really did. 628 00:52:01,960 --> 00:52:04,300 You made your mother's life very hard. 629 00:52:04,580 --> 00:52:06,700 No, I know, I know, I know. I wasn't talking about me. 630 00:52:10,940 --> 00:52:12,760 I was talking about you and Mum healing. 631 00:52:17,500 --> 00:52:20,680 Your mother had a very, very difficult life. 632 00:52:21,960 --> 00:52:28,660 She was born on a bomb site, rejected by her mother, locked up in 633 00:52:28,660 --> 00:52:30,480 cupboards by nuns. 634 00:52:31,850 --> 00:52:33,530 That stuff goes deep, Tina. 635 00:52:33,830 --> 00:52:35,930 Really deep. You don't get over that. 636 00:52:36,210 --> 00:52:37,210 I know. 637 00:52:38,290 --> 00:52:40,250 I know, Dad. I know all about it. 638 00:52:44,770 --> 00:52:46,950 But it's not your fault. 639 00:52:53,090 --> 00:52:55,490 I should have done more to protect you from her. 640 00:52:56,490 --> 00:52:57,490 I know that. 641 00:52:58,610 --> 00:53:01,270 And I've got to live with the fact that I didn't do enough. 642 00:53:04,110 --> 00:53:05,110 I want you to be happy. 643 00:53:08,050 --> 00:53:10,210 I don't want to be a burden on you, Tina. 644 00:53:10,470 --> 00:53:11,470 You're not a burden. 645 00:53:11,770 --> 00:53:12,950 You're not a burden, Dad. 646 00:53:13,650 --> 00:53:15,030 You can stay as long as you want. 647 00:53:16,250 --> 00:53:20,230 We can put Emma in with the other two and you can have her room if you want. 648 00:53:21,910 --> 00:53:22,910 Yeah. 649 00:53:23,450 --> 00:53:24,790 Really? Okay, yeah. 650 00:53:25,170 --> 00:53:26,170 Really. 651 00:53:27,170 --> 00:53:28,170 Sure. 652 00:53:31,910 --> 00:53:32,970 Wait. Yeah, turn it round. 653 00:53:33,630 --> 00:53:34,288 That's it. 654 00:53:34,290 --> 00:53:36,150 That way. Right, get the legs through first. 655 00:53:37,190 --> 00:53:38,190 Wait, wait. 656 00:53:39,170 --> 00:53:40,170 We'll get it through. 657 00:53:40,770 --> 00:53:42,430 Okay, careful, careful, fingers in. 658 00:53:43,430 --> 00:53:44,430 Okay. 659 00:53:44,570 --> 00:53:45,570 Okay. 660 00:53:47,190 --> 00:53:48,190 Okay. 661 00:53:49,850 --> 00:53:50,850 Right. 662 00:53:51,970 --> 00:53:56,070 Okay. And do we need to get the butt up? I think we might be able to do it on 663 00:53:56,070 --> 00:53:57,130 the floor, actually. Right. 664 00:53:57,390 --> 00:53:59,170 Okay, so should we push it back? Yeah. 665 00:53:59,730 --> 00:54:00,770 No, it's just got to come. 666 00:54:01,080 --> 00:54:02,080 Something, I think, yeah. 667 00:54:03,100 --> 00:54:04,100 OK. 668 00:54:05,560 --> 00:54:06,339 That's it. 669 00:54:06,340 --> 00:54:08,580 I think we're tipping it too early. OK. 670 00:54:09,580 --> 00:54:12,580 Swing it round to your right. 671 00:54:12,920 --> 00:54:15,920 OK. There we are. 672 00:54:16,360 --> 00:54:17,360 Oh, ho! 673 00:54:17,600 --> 00:54:18,600 Oh, ho! 674 00:54:18,720 --> 00:54:21,700 Is that going down? Yeah. Help me. 675 00:54:22,380 --> 00:54:23,380 Help me. 676 00:54:24,200 --> 00:54:25,200 OK. All right. 677 00:55:21,930 --> 00:55:23,630 Come on, Tina. This is real boxing now. 678 00:55:24,650 --> 00:55:26,150 Reset yourself and start again. 679 00:55:31,270 --> 00:55:32,530 Protect yourself, Tina. 680 00:55:37,050 --> 00:55:40,650 Protect yourself at all times. 681 00:55:43,590 --> 00:55:45,490 I can't. 682 00:55:45,950 --> 00:55:47,090 Are you going to give up? 683 00:56:34,680 --> 00:56:35,800 100. Oh. 684 00:56:36,480 --> 00:56:37,480 Hey. 685 00:56:40,180 --> 00:56:41,560 I like it. 686 00:56:42,580 --> 00:56:45,100 It's a new look. Are you checking the chromatophant? 687 00:56:45,999 --> 00:56:46,999 Yeah, it's good. 688 00:56:47,440 --> 00:56:48,700 Inspecting the land? I think we're covered. 689 00:56:48,980 --> 00:56:51,840 I think I'm a bit worried about that boundary there. No, they can't see us. 690 00:56:51,860 --> 00:56:52,678 That's a good thing. 691 00:56:52,680 --> 00:56:57,500 The livestock is definitely growing, though. They're doing very well. No, 692 00:56:57,500 --> 00:56:58,680 going to be able to make a lot of oil. 693 00:57:00,700 --> 00:57:02,520 It's a good crop. It's a good crop this year. 694 00:57:02,820 --> 00:57:04,160 That's it. You can never run out. 695 00:57:05,800 --> 00:57:07,560 I just wondered if you wanted to go for a walk. 696 00:57:08,440 --> 00:57:09,440 Yeah? 697 00:57:10,400 --> 00:57:13,720 Walk or... Walk. 698 00:57:14,510 --> 00:57:15,730 Just a walk. Just a walk. 699 00:57:15,950 --> 00:57:16,908 Just a walk. 700 00:57:16,910 --> 00:57:23,490 Well, in that case... Come 701 00:57:23,490 --> 00:57:27,910 on. 702 00:57:28,850 --> 00:57:30,350 Let's go for a walk. 703 00:57:32,330 --> 00:57:35,510 Shall we go that way? Which way do you want to go? 704 00:57:35,810 --> 00:57:37,110 Let's go that way. 705 00:57:45,190 --> 00:57:47,710 Yeah, I just said I didn't know where he was. I didn't know what's going to 706 00:57:47,710 --> 00:57:48,710 happen. 707 00:57:50,030 --> 00:57:53,230 He's a grown man, team. He's got to start making decisions for himself. He 708 00:57:53,230 --> 00:57:54,230 just hide behind you. 709 00:57:54,550 --> 00:57:56,910 Oh, I mean, why not? That's what everyone does. 710 00:57:57,110 --> 00:57:57,589 What do you mean? 711 00:57:57,590 --> 00:57:59,890 Well, we're all hiding, aren't we? I mean, that's what we're doing, isn't it? 712 00:58:00,710 --> 00:58:02,950 Well, I think we're just doing our best, team. 713 00:58:03,170 --> 00:58:04,170 Yeah, but is that enough? 714 00:58:04,450 --> 00:58:07,890 I just think we're surviving, team. We're surviving, like everyone else. 715 00:58:07,890 --> 00:58:09,230 but I don't want to just survive, Mick. 716 00:58:09,890 --> 00:58:14,010 I want Emma, you know, to feel, like, proud and strong and brilliant. 717 00:58:15,070 --> 00:58:18,350 You know, that she can stand up for herself, and I want Hannah to feel like 718 00:58:18,350 --> 00:58:21,870 can be anything, and I want Jason to get dressed in the morning without me 719 00:58:21,870 --> 00:58:23,490 having a nervous breakdown. 720 00:58:23,930 --> 00:58:28,450 Yeah, well, so do I, love. I mean, it's what we signed up for. It's just a 721 00:58:28,450 --> 00:58:29,450 phase. 722 00:58:29,630 --> 00:58:32,350 I mean, I want them to be happy. I want us to be happy, too. 723 00:58:32,630 --> 00:58:37,210 I don't even know who we are anymore. I just feel like I'm just this tired, sort 724 00:58:37,210 --> 00:58:39,870 of stressed, kind of angry monster. 725 00:58:40,350 --> 00:58:43,810 Yeah, well, you know, boxing is not going to help with that, is it? 726 00:58:46,060 --> 00:58:47,860 Mick, I'm doing this for us. 727 00:58:48,860 --> 00:58:50,800 You know, somebody's got to fight. 728 00:58:51,860 --> 00:58:56,560 Somebody's got to do something that they can be proud of, to be something they 729 00:58:56,560 --> 00:58:57,560 can be proud of. 730 00:59:03,900 --> 00:59:05,740 I wanted to do things, team. 731 00:59:06,880 --> 00:59:10,840 Don't think for one second that I didn't. 732 00:59:11,140 --> 00:59:12,140 I had dreams. 733 00:59:12,980 --> 00:59:15,480 I carry them to the point where they feel like they're dragging me to the 734 00:59:15,480 --> 00:59:19,200 ground, like they're heavy and they're pulling me to my knees. But do you know 735 00:59:19,200 --> 00:59:20,260 what keeps me standing? 736 00:59:20,580 --> 00:59:21,740 It's you and the kids. 737 00:59:23,600 --> 00:59:26,040 The most beautiful dream I ever had. 738 00:59:27,160 --> 00:59:28,160 A family. 739 00:59:31,000 --> 00:59:32,000 I don't even go out. 740 00:59:33,040 --> 00:59:36,280 I can't remember the last time I went to the pub, because I know Hannah needs to 741 00:59:36,280 --> 00:59:39,500 go to ballet on Saturday, Jason needs those football boots, and I love that. 742 00:59:40,140 --> 00:59:41,280 I love being that guy. 743 00:59:45,799 --> 00:59:48,880 Tina, if you're not proud of me, that's fine. 744 00:59:49,600 --> 00:59:50,680 Because I'm proud. 745 00:59:52,220 --> 00:59:53,220 I'm proud of me. 746 01:00:02,100 --> 01:00:03,100 Oh, that's beautiful. 747 01:00:05,680 --> 01:00:06,840 My dad taught me that. 748 01:00:08,720 --> 01:00:10,280 Yeah. Your dad a musician? 749 01:00:11,109 --> 01:00:15,150 No, but he just likes to play the piano, so can I join along? 750 01:00:16,330 --> 01:00:17,330 That's great. 751 01:00:18,010 --> 01:00:19,710 That's great. Music's fantastic, isn't it? 752 01:00:20,090 --> 01:00:21,090 Yeah. 753 01:00:21,770 --> 01:00:23,390 It's kind of like you can get away with it. 754 01:00:24,270 --> 01:00:25,630 Yeah. Yeah. 755 01:00:26,450 --> 01:00:27,890 I'm kind of nervous about the talent show. 756 01:00:28,930 --> 01:00:30,550 Don't need to be nervous. This is fantastic. 757 01:00:30,910 --> 01:00:32,370 Can I play them all away? It's awesome. 758 01:00:32,810 --> 01:00:34,250 I just don't like singing publicly. 759 01:00:36,390 --> 01:00:37,890 I more like singing in my bedroom. 760 01:00:38,610 --> 01:00:40,010 Yeah. Yeah. 761 01:00:40,410 --> 01:00:41,990 Well, you just have to imagine your thing in your bedroom. 762 01:00:42,950 --> 01:00:45,590 I think all of life is better if you imagine your thing in your bedroom. 763 01:00:45,870 --> 01:00:46,870 And I don't want to get it wrong. 764 01:00:48,770 --> 01:00:49,770 You all right, Lala? 765 01:01:10,440 --> 01:01:12,700 I bumped into Granny Jean on my way home from school. 766 01:01:13,720 --> 01:01:16,220 Yeah, she didn't know Grandpa Frank was staying here. 767 01:01:27,340 --> 01:01:29,720 Abby came over earlier. She said, do you want to go over and play? 768 01:01:30,180 --> 01:01:31,180 Can I? 769 01:01:31,280 --> 01:01:32,280 Yeah. 770 01:01:32,940 --> 01:01:33,940 Bye, Grandma. 771 01:02:11,370 --> 01:02:12,430 So here you are. 772 01:02:17,790 --> 01:02:20,150 Do you have any idea what you've put me through? 773 01:02:23,470 --> 01:02:25,090 I even phoned the police. 774 01:02:28,010 --> 01:02:29,950 Been knocking at neighbours' doors. 775 01:02:31,650 --> 01:02:32,950 Stopping passing by. 776 01:02:36,150 --> 01:02:37,990 I was worried sick. 777 01:02:40,360 --> 01:02:41,460 I thought you were dead. 778 01:02:41,960 --> 01:02:44,940 We did text you to tell you he was safe. 779 01:02:56,520 --> 01:03:02,420 I don't know how much more of this I can take. 780 01:03:07,560 --> 01:03:09,440 But the two people... 781 01:03:11,120 --> 01:03:15,440 That I love most could do this to me. 782 01:03:21,120 --> 01:03:24,320 It's enough to drive you mad. 783 01:03:26,660 --> 01:03:28,560 Makes you want to commit suicide. 784 01:03:31,440 --> 01:03:33,260 Tina thought we needed a break. 785 01:03:39,420 --> 01:03:40,440 Did you, Tina? 786 01:03:44,880 --> 01:03:45,880 And what about you, Frank? 787 01:03:48,840 --> 01:03:50,160 Did you need a break? 788 01:03:53,680 --> 01:03:55,740 Frank, talk to me. 789 01:03:59,740 --> 01:04:01,380 Talk to me, Frank. 790 01:04:04,700 --> 01:04:07,080 Because you never talk to me. 791 01:04:10,200 --> 01:04:12,820 You never say anything! 792 01:04:13,960 --> 01:04:14,960 Don't interrupt! 793 01:04:20,160 --> 01:04:20,840 You 794 01:04:20,840 --> 01:04:28,940 haven't 795 01:04:28,940 --> 01:04:29,940 changed have you? 796 01:04:49,840 --> 01:04:52,220 Come on, Tina. This is real boxing now. 797 01:04:53,540 --> 01:04:54,540 On your toes. 798 01:04:55,260 --> 01:04:56,260 Guard up. 799 01:05:00,860 --> 01:05:03,880 When you throw your right hand, keep your back foot on the floor. 800 01:05:51,080 --> 01:05:52,080 Done? 801 01:06:49,130 --> 01:06:50,130 I've gone home, Mum. 802 01:07:12,859 --> 01:07:13,860 Dave Boy's got a pass. 803 01:07:14,120 --> 01:07:17,080 Yes, that's right, Ando. Dave Boy's got a pass. You know what Dave's going to do 804 01:07:17,080 --> 01:07:17,638 with that pass? 805 01:07:17,640 --> 01:07:18,960 He's going to go out and he's going to get smashed. 806 01:07:19,320 --> 01:07:21,580 Don't look at me like that. B unit. You know it makes sense. 807 01:07:21,980 --> 01:07:24,480 Who's with me, boys? Roll call. B unit. You having it? 808 01:07:24,820 --> 01:07:26,200 Yeah, mate. B unit. Come on. Yes. 809 01:07:27,160 --> 01:07:29,860 Josh Boy. Josh Boy's going to be there. Ando, you having it? Yeah, mate. I know 810 01:07:29,860 --> 01:07:31,060 Black Mick's going to be there. Yes? 811 01:07:31,280 --> 01:07:33,020 Yes. Black Mick. 812 01:07:33,500 --> 01:07:34,500 Black Mick. 813 01:07:34,800 --> 01:07:35,800 We'll be there. 814 01:07:36,100 --> 01:07:38,580 We're going to meet in the lamp at 12 o 'clock and I'm on it. 815 01:07:39,040 --> 01:07:40,040 It's my birthday. 816 01:07:40,080 --> 01:07:42,020 I'm going to party like it's my birthday. All right, lads? 817 01:07:42,510 --> 01:07:43,510 Bit of more enthusiasm. 818 01:07:44,170 --> 01:07:45,530 If you... Hello? Hey, wee! 819 01:07:46,030 --> 01:07:49,130 Six pack. You'll be there, right? Yeah, I will be, mate, yeah. See you. I'll go 820 01:07:49,130 --> 01:07:52,370 again. Yes, you too. I'll see you down at one. Twelve o 'clock, yeah? 821 01:07:52,890 --> 01:07:54,410 Be you, net. I'll text you, yeah? 822 01:07:56,190 --> 01:07:58,310 She's just about trying to get blood out of a stone with that one. 823 01:08:00,650 --> 01:08:01,850 Dave? Yes? 824 01:08:02,790 --> 01:08:07,970 Um... I really don't like it when you call me Blackman. 825 01:08:10,740 --> 01:08:12,340 I don't mean anything by it. No, I know. 826 01:08:12,560 --> 01:08:13,840 I'm only doing it because you're my mate. I know. 827 01:08:15,260 --> 01:08:17,359 I don't know what to tell you, mate. I don't like it. 828 01:08:21,779 --> 01:08:25,160 Oh, sorry. I don't like it. I just won't call it you. 829 01:08:45,290 --> 01:08:46,290 Emma, 830 01:08:47,750 --> 01:08:49,630 why don't you play your song? You've got a song, right? 831 01:08:50,010 --> 01:08:51,330 No. You're great. 832 01:08:52,250 --> 01:08:53,250 Please. 833 01:08:53,910 --> 01:08:55,350 I know. Watch this. 834 01:08:58,270 --> 01:08:59,270 Oh, my God. 835 01:08:59,890 --> 01:09:05,250 Come on. Say it hard. Come on. 836 01:09:05,970 --> 01:09:06,970 You can do it. 837 01:09:28,170 --> 01:09:29,250 Right there Pam. 838 01:09:31,870 --> 01:09:32,870 Okay there. 839 01:09:35,930 --> 01:09:36,930 There we go. 840 01:09:37,210 --> 01:09:38,510 Is that nice? 841 01:09:41,290 --> 01:09:42,609 How's the boxing going? 842 01:09:44,390 --> 01:09:47,630 Well, I've stopped now, Pat the Pam. Have you? 843 01:09:47,850 --> 01:09:52,149 Yeah. Oh, you're just catching on beautifully with it. 844 01:09:52,510 --> 01:09:53,870 What a shame. 845 01:09:54,830 --> 01:09:57,830 Life is so bloody hard. 846 01:10:00,870 --> 01:10:02,410 Oh, that's lovely. 847 01:10:14,650 --> 01:10:21,130 These systems of guilt, shame and self -sabotage were present to protect you. 848 01:10:22,150 --> 01:10:24,970 Thank them as you release them from your being. 849 01:10:26,090 --> 01:10:28,130 Why does it always have to be about you, Jordan? 850 01:10:28,510 --> 01:10:29,530 You're just like your dad. 851 01:10:30,790 --> 01:10:31,790 Selfish. 852 01:10:32,510 --> 01:10:34,750 I told you I didn't want you to go see him this weekend. 853 01:10:35,950 --> 01:10:36,990 And why is that then? 854 01:10:37,270 --> 01:10:38,850 I don't have to give you a reason. 855 01:10:40,770 --> 01:10:42,190 You know, when I came back from the hospital... 856 01:10:43,280 --> 01:10:44,300 Brand new with you. 857 01:10:45,020 --> 01:10:47,260 He'd been on a three -day bender. 858 01:10:48,480 --> 01:10:50,180 House covered in coats. 859 01:10:51,440 --> 01:10:52,800 Stinking of cat piss. 860 01:10:54,340 --> 01:10:56,700 He couldn't wait to get away from us. 861 01:10:57,440 --> 01:10:58,440 From me. 862 01:10:58,980 --> 01:11:00,280 And from you. 863 01:11:01,740 --> 01:11:03,580 He left both of us. 864 01:11:09,000 --> 01:11:10,420 He walked out on you. 865 01:11:12,780 --> 01:11:13,780 Because you're a drunk. 866 01:11:16,920 --> 01:11:18,440 Say you are, you're a drunk. 867 01:11:27,100 --> 01:11:32,740 Don't you ever... Don't you ever talk to me like that again. 868 01:11:37,100 --> 01:11:39,540 Go and make your secret little plans with him now, then. 869 01:14:44,570 --> 01:14:45,570 One, 870 01:14:47,650 --> 01:14:49,290 two, roll. 871 01:14:51,030 --> 01:14:52,030 One, 872 01:14:53,990 --> 01:14:55,190 two, roll. 873 01:14:58,050 --> 01:14:59,890 One, two, roll. 874 01:15:01,170 --> 01:15:02,690 Flip, flip, hook. 875 01:15:03,030 --> 01:15:05,290 Flip, flip, hook, drop. 876 01:15:05,650 --> 01:15:06,650 One, two. 877 01:15:13,290 --> 01:15:14,290 You came back, Tina. 878 01:15:16,070 --> 01:15:17,270 Anger's not a bad thing. 879 01:15:17,530 --> 01:15:19,950 But if you don't control it, it controls you. 880 01:15:21,650 --> 01:15:22,990 I still want to fight you. 881 01:15:24,970 --> 01:15:25,970 You think I'm ready? 882 01:15:27,150 --> 01:15:28,150 No. 883 01:15:28,850 --> 01:15:29,850 But I think you will be. 884 01:16:12,200 --> 01:16:13,200 Is Dad here? 885 01:16:14,040 --> 01:16:16,660 Can I come in? I just want to talk to you both. 886 01:16:17,140 --> 01:16:19,380 He's exhausted. He doesn't want to see anyone. 887 01:16:21,100 --> 01:16:22,100 Dad? 888 01:16:23,320 --> 01:16:23,760 Did 889 01:16:23,760 --> 01:16:33,780 you 890 01:16:33,780 --> 01:16:34,780 not hear what I said? 891 01:16:36,040 --> 01:16:37,240 What's the matter with you? 892 01:16:38,140 --> 01:16:39,140 Are you on drugs? 893 01:16:41,480 --> 01:16:42,760 I just want to say something. 894 01:16:43,040 --> 01:16:44,040 You both. 895 01:16:44,060 --> 01:16:45,060 He's tired. 896 01:16:46,100 --> 01:16:47,420 I know you're upset. 897 01:16:47,720 --> 01:16:49,420 But now you know how I feel. 898 01:16:49,780 --> 01:16:51,660 It's horrible, isn't it? Jean. 899 01:16:52,420 --> 01:16:53,520 I won't take long. 900 01:16:53,760 --> 01:16:55,520 Tina, I don't want to hear it. 901 01:16:56,060 --> 01:16:58,240 Jean, just let her talk. 902 01:16:59,060 --> 01:17:00,920 I just wanted to explain something. 903 01:17:01,520 --> 01:17:06,560 Because I've just realised something that I... I never really understood 904 01:17:08,120 --> 01:17:09,420 I never understood. 905 01:17:11,999 --> 01:17:17,180 Why you never believed that I loved you, 906 01:17:18,060 --> 01:17:19,060 Mum. 907 01:17:20,500 --> 01:17:23,380 It didn't matter what I did or how hard I tried. 908 01:17:24,700 --> 01:17:25,860 And I did try. 909 01:17:28,100 --> 01:17:30,900 I tried so hard. 910 01:17:34,280 --> 01:17:39,220 It's only now that I understand it was because you didn't feel that you were 911 01:17:39,220 --> 01:17:40,220 worth it. 912 01:17:42,430 --> 01:17:46,930 Loving. That you weren't worth my love. You weren't worth Dad's love. You 913 01:17:46,930 --> 01:17:48,030 weren't worth anybody's love. 914 01:17:49,510 --> 01:17:52,350 And that's what it was. It wasn't that I didn't love you, Izzy. 915 01:17:53,310 --> 01:17:55,370 You would never be able to feel it. 916 01:17:57,450 --> 01:17:59,750 I gave up trying. I gave up trying. 917 01:18:02,990 --> 01:18:08,270 And I'm sorry that I did. 918 01:18:46,190 --> 01:18:51,130 I might be a part of this ripple on water from a lonesome trip, a fallen 919 01:18:51,130 --> 01:18:54,910 that witnessed me, him alone, him and me. 920 01:18:57,910 --> 01:19:03,110 And that life itself could not aspire to have someone be so admired. I threw 921 01:19:03,110 --> 01:19:06,970 creation to my kin with a silence broken by a whispered. 922 01:19:11,950 --> 01:19:17,410 This can be broken. All of this can be broken. Hold your devil by his throat 923 01:19:17,410 --> 01:19:18,810 spin him to the ground. 924 01:19:21,950 --> 01:19:27,630 And boots are rooting, tip to tip. I look at him, my country jiff. Let it 925 01:19:27,630 --> 01:19:30,790 always fear. But someone brought the gloves to tear. 926 01:19:34,510 --> 01:19:39,190 Many trains and many miles brought you to me on this sunny isle. And what of 927 01:19:39,190 --> 01:19:42,770 which you wish to speak? Have you come here to rescue me? 928 01:19:50,530 --> 01:19:56,790 All this can be broken. All this can be broken. Hold your devil by his throat. 929 01:19:56,890 --> 01:19:58,290 Bring him to the ground. 930 01:20:08,679 --> 01:20:10,580 So, we finished work early. 931 01:20:11,400 --> 01:20:13,220 And I went and had a couple of pints. 932 01:20:14,600 --> 01:20:15,600 How are you doing? 933 01:20:18,140 --> 01:20:20,060 Good. Really, really good. 934 01:20:23,900 --> 01:20:27,840 That's where my muscles... Oh, wow. I feel that. 935 01:20:28,820 --> 01:20:30,580 I like really, really properly. 936 01:20:31,080 --> 01:20:32,080 Yeah. 937 01:20:33,400 --> 01:20:36,760 That's what you do when you flex your muscles. If you do that, it's not 938 01:20:36,820 --> 01:20:38,200 If you do that... Oh, really? 939 01:20:38,540 --> 01:20:41,140 You have to turn your back down with that. 940 01:20:41,380 --> 01:20:42,960 And then that's where you get the definition. 941 01:20:43,780 --> 01:20:47,500 I reckon I could beat you in an arm wrestle, but I'd beat you in a headlock. 942 01:20:48,060 --> 01:20:50,640 I don't want to wrestle. I just want to nestle. 943 01:21:03,600 --> 01:21:07,300 Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the Academy Talent Showcase. 944 01:21:15,140 --> 01:21:18,140 Are you okay? No, I can't do it. Why? 945 01:21:18,460 --> 01:21:19,460 I'm too scared. 946 01:21:19,700 --> 01:21:21,100 I can't believe people there are. 947 01:21:26,940 --> 01:21:27,940 Fantastic. 948 01:21:28,620 --> 01:21:29,620 Fantastic. 949 01:21:31,190 --> 01:21:33,130 When we rehearsed it, it's been brilliant, hasn't it? 950 01:21:33,850 --> 01:21:37,190 You'll be fine. I can't do a keyboard solo of the evening. 951 01:21:37,510 --> 01:21:38,910 It's George Ives. 952 01:21:40,570 --> 01:21:41,610 You'll be fine, trust me. 953 01:22:27,180 --> 01:22:28,180 I'm so sorry. 954 01:22:28,280 --> 01:22:29,500 I don't want to let you down, Buck. 955 01:22:29,880 --> 01:22:30,599 It's okay. 956 01:22:30,600 --> 01:22:32,640 I understand. Just don't do it. I'm sorry. It's okay. 957 01:22:33,140 --> 01:22:36,740 If you don't want to do it, you don't have to. I will love you anyway. 958 01:22:37,060 --> 01:22:38,060 I want to do it. 959 01:22:38,620 --> 01:22:40,940 Okay. Okay. Well, listen. 960 01:22:41,800 --> 01:22:45,980 I have spent a lifetime living my dreams up here. 961 01:22:46,600 --> 01:22:47,600 Right? 962 01:22:47,860 --> 01:22:52,900 If you don't actually live your dreams, Emma, you can't share them. 963 01:22:54,580 --> 01:22:55,580 You are all... 964 01:22:58,280 --> 01:23:01,880 And I will be proud of you, whatever you do. 965 01:23:33,450 --> 01:23:37,570 And now we have a very special singer -songwriter. It's our own Emma Bell with 966 01:23:37,570 --> 01:23:40,090 song she's composed herself, To Be. 967 01:24:13,230 --> 01:24:15,510 To be me. 968 01:27:33,410 --> 01:27:36,210 Thank you. 969 01:28:20,270 --> 01:28:23,070 Thank you.